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Why did you leave me and give me so much pain?

Saturday, June 27, 2009
FEELING LONELY& STRESS UP

some wierd feeling i have .
feeling lonely although i know darling's with me,
dknow why...
wierd right? wierd me.
staying in this dark room at alone made me teared.
chatting with darling made me feel better,
at least i know he's with me.
but somehow theres something i dfeel right
hope it is something i think too much..

i always envious other families who are able to go out for dinner together.
chatting with each other happily,
but why my family cant?
parents getting divorced soon,
they didnt talk to each other for 12days.
and things arent getting better.
cant they sit down and settle everything?
why is it so difficult?
cant mum understand dad ?
and why cant dad understand mum ?
i only hope for them to be like before , but its difficult.
i dask for much, but it seems too difficult...
only four words : this is my life.

i dlike you to suspect me.
me as your daughter? ha.
i know my limits, so i know what i'm doing.
i never do anything which makes your attitude towards me.
why cant i walk too close with malays ?
malays are humans too, cant we mix?
but to me, it doesnt matter, is my friends.
i know i'm only 15 so i know what i'm doing.
i'm not a small kid anymore,
so dgive me stress, pls.
i'm afraid i cant take it any longer,
i cant assure i wont do anything foolish, i mean it.
i will really study real hard to prove you wrong, i can try my best.
its difficult , but i know its the effort put in.
just you wait .

p.s its three different matters uhh.
just my feelings and thoughts.

w loves,


♥so break my heart for the final time
@ 10:40 AM


If-itoncewas
Bonnie Kwok



Sweet 15^^
Turns a year older every 19th March :D
I love to dance and play the piano.
& sometimes gets emo and moody.

My life revolves around My Family, Friends and Him.
Without them, laughter and happiness wont exist.

I cant fast forward time to know what will happen but i'll trust my heart to hope it turns out right.

Though no one can go back and make a brand new start, so why not start from now and make a brand new beginning.

Waiting hurts, forgetting hurts, but not knowing which decision to take is worst of suffering.

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